(no subject)

[valancystirling]

So last night we finally went to the hospital to get the formality of a tour out of the way. What a joke. I almost had to keep my hand over my mouth to keep myself from disagreeing with everything the nurse told us. Massively unimpressed. And I had to come home and wash that hospital stink out of my hair. It's the smell of death, even if there is no one dying. I have always hated hospitals. They're for sick people. I'm not sick. I wouldn't want to start my life there, so I will do whatever I can to make sure my own baby doesn't have to. Horrible place.

Yoga in Ithaca tonight.

The midwife I was hoping for in Ithaca will be on vacation in November. Shit.