valancystirling | (no subject)

I suspect I'm going to lose a lot of people from my friends list in the next few months. Even more than usual, all my posts are of the pointless filler variety. I have no real worries or predicaments, no drama, no profound thoughts or feelings on any subject, and my focus right now is on my physical self for a change, which is just not interesting.

I'm so afraid I'm going to unconsciously go looking for trouble just to liven things up. If that happens, I'll look back on this prediction and back out of it.

It's weird, but I get annoyed listening to music lately. I'm not in any particular "place" and so none of it seems to resonate. I can't relate to anything. I seem totally unaffectable.

I've been really antisocial lately. I'm going to the knitting/craft group tonight at B&N just to make myself get out of the house and attempt to relate to other human beings. I'm pathetic though, in that I have about much to say in person as I have to write about in here. My mind is just empty these days. I won't dispute that it's very refreshing for a change, not to be tormented or confused or frustrated, but it leaves a gaping hole, since that's apparently all I know how to do.

Jake and I have been laughing a lot lately, and we find each other absolutely hilarious, but it's all so intrinsic that it would be totally stupid to anyone else. I'm afraid my sense of humour has become appealing to a painfully narrow audience. At least I still laugh at myself.