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Apr. 23rd, 2005 12:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
valancystirlingToday is lacking thunder.
Jake has decided to leave me all weekend to join a group of probably militant lesbians with guns, and crazy rednecks with guns. He has gone to a class near Syracude for a hunting license.
I just have nothing else to say on this subject. I'm hoping this turns out to be one of his many fruitless phases. But really, by the time he's 50, he'll be an expert on every single thing on this planet. He's just constantly learning. Always fully absorbed in something. He's amazing just to watch.
But yeah, today is lacking thunder. It's gray and quiet outside, a slight breeze blowing through the pine trees outside my window. There is a strange energy in the air, but I imagine it will be as passive aggressive as all the weather here. Winter seems to be the only thing this area is passionate about and really follows through with. Summer is half-assed and you only realise it's summer when it's already fall.
But today I doubt there will be any release of pent-up tension. No thunder, no lightning, no blinding torrents of rain. No relief.
The only thing that feels appropriate to listen to today is Blue October's The Answer. I suppose not many people here have any idea what that means. But looking out the window, I can almost believe the pine trees are dancing slowly to the music.
I'm in a strange mood today. Quiet, pensive. I've gotten a few things done that I've been putting off for weeks. I'm trying to pretend I'm Emily or maybe Pat of Silver Bush, getting my chores done and caring about this place where I live. Lovingly dusting knick knacks and such nonsense.
Jake has decided to leave me all weekend to join a group of probably militant lesbians with guns, and crazy rednecks with guns. He has gone to a class near Syracude for a hunting license.
I just have nothing else to say on this subject. I'm hoping this turns out to be one of his many fruitless phases. But really, by the time he's 50, he'll be an expert on every single thing on this planet. He's just constantly learning. Always fully absorbed in something. He's amazing just to watch.
But yeah, today is lacking thunder. It's gray and quiet outside, a slight breeze blowing through the pine trees outside my window. There is a strange energy in the air, but I imagine it will be as passive aggressive as all the weather here. Winter seems to be the only thing this area is passionate about and really follows through with. Summer is half-assed and you only realise it's summer when it's already fall.
But today I doubt there will be any release of pent-up tension. No thunder, no lightning, no blinding torrents of rain. No relief.
The only thing that feels appropriate to listen to today is Blue October's The Answer. I suppose not many people here have any idea what that means. But looking out the window, I can almost believe the pine trees are dancing slowly to the music.
I'm in a strange mood today. Quiet, pensive. I've gotten a few things done that I've been putting off for weeks. I'm trying to pretend I'm Emily or maybe Pat of Silver Bush, getting my chores done and caring about this place where I live. Lovingly dusting knick knacks and such nonsense.
